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They have lived in hell; they are not devils; now they want out.

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SweetHurt

Once upon a feeling
The identified two
Cruising down love slope
With no bumps nor humps
No any iceberg nor nausea
At super speed
Like a roller coaster
Destination came fast
All in a jerky ending
We had to change course
But all had to go on
Amidst the seastorm
Rocking our stability side to side
A new turn altogether

The voyage grew to turmoil
Strides never came easy
Spiced with falling
Bruises here and here
On and on just forged
Palm interlocked in intended harmony
As I tow right behind
In faith of the lead

Then it did strike
For the second time
But you couldn’t take it
No, not any more
Then you let go
And duck for dear life
From the unknown
Endurance in your far distance

I kept on back
Amassed in the itching wound
Neither equiped for such contest
That lasted an eternity
The scar now very visible
Still my feet itch thatward
Their indescrete noise
Bounce on my lobes
My heart, the sacrificial lamb
On their altar of love
Then their chants of pity,
then their random rage
Never stopped my wide ambitions
Towards the evident destination.

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SURROGATE ENEMY

Take me back to the old Paths,
Moms were at home; Dads were at work,
Children were children…
Brothers went into the army; sisters got married
BEFORE having children!

Crime did not pay; hard work did;
People knew the difference…
Moms could cook; Dads would work,
Children would go to school…
Husbands were loving; Wives were supportive,
Children were polite…
Women wore the dresses; Men wore the trousers,
Women looked like ladies; Men looked like gentlemen;
and children looked decent…

People loved the truth, and hated a lie;
They came to church to get IN; Not to get OUT!
Hymns sounded Godly; Sermons sounded helpful,
Rejoicing sounded normal; and crying sounded sincere…
Cursing was wicked; Drinking was evil,
Divorce was unthinkable…
Read the Bible in public; Prayed in school,
Homes read the Bible; churches taught the Bible.
Gospel was real…

To be called a Christian was worth living for;
To be called a traitor was a shame!
Marriage was perpetually permanent.
Sex was a personal word; Homosexual was an unheard of word,
Abortion was an illegal word; taboo word…

Preachers preached because they had a message;
Christians rejoiced because they had the VICTORY!
Preachers preached from the Bible;
Singers sang from the heart;
Sinners turned to the Lord to be SAVED!

Salvation meant a changed life;
Laws were based on the Bible;
Following Christ led to eternal life…

Preachers were more interested in new converts
than new clothes, new cars, offering…
Church was where you found Christians,
Give me that old time religion!
It’s good enough for me!

Ice On The Other End

The valley was deep
The mountain so high
The path ragged…
And the hands, sky away
To grasp me to normalcy
My eyes wandered around
No one in vicinity
Came back to spend perpetual hours
On knees,
begging God please,
For in that state
Bitterness comes easier
And prayer came easiest,
Where I landed.
Within His valid promise.

Hurt Frosted

A smile so wide,
Ear to ear divide,
Exposing a heart,
That’s pained but,
Frosted hurt inside.

Aye, flout them,
Scorn, scoff them,
Who tear apart,
The beauty of art,
Frosted hurt inside.

Spread your love,
Shower them like a dove,
Build them a fortress,
Your heart they possess,
Frosted hurt inside.

Then come, flounder,
Your life and wander,
Their words serrated,
Halts every dated
Frosted hurt inside.

Kick them out,
When they shout,
Drench their manners in water,
With spittle, them spatter,
Frosted hurt outside!

AMALGAMATED CASTE

 

AMALGAMATED CASTE
Their amalgamated unity means love,
Love intrododeces tolerance besides the classes,
Our differences should not divide us
Together we stand , divided we can fall.

The difference of classes does no harm to unity,
If the poor belongs to poverty…
How long should they wait while manna drops?
Compassion is cosmopolitan.

Picture me in your mother’s womb
The sibling trait bind us…
If not, shall you wash me in mud?
In place of your smile, I frown.

You are full, throw some away,
From your away, we scavange for daily bread.,
I long for your touch of pity, but your earth moved towards Pluto.
Ask me then, how then should I face you?

Togetherness our strength
Love brings two alloys to one.
Then yes, we can is the word
Of many different people and classes.

Cocktail

They came from under the rock
Their love sense impaired
Their heart copper made
It never broke
They would mould it back
And smith it to shape

Insanity settling in their brain
Their madness staring at our secrets.

I trippled over
But didn’t fall
The load was too large
And the weight too much
It was ours

Those forces that came
Too much for me
We could
All the while
I wanted to look back
I did not, I thought us
Hoped for tomorrow
It was ours.

You listened to them
So much you feared us
Too much you mind them
So much and I waited
And hoped
For you promised this love
It would be ours.

Months Later

It just started.
Sparks in that furnace,
Your ear-smile lit…
With the hope of perpetual fondling.
Scared was a foreign word,
That resounded like echoes
In a hollow abyss
Never inhabited by love.

Infant warmth ignited
Merry and happiness abound
Thoughts of us in decades to come
Planted everlasting glow in my heart.
Would have kept the doctor far.

Months later…
Suddenly chaos erupted
Ego moved closer
Filling the spaces left.
I witnessed danger
Replacing the aurora of perpetual joy…
I shunned me from using those words
Those three golden words
That bonded us together
For they would be meaningless
In the spur of your world.
Because your actions
Never recognised them anymore.
They became extinct.

Wish You Back

When you left,
This calmness in my heart
Told that wherever whenever
I’ll wish you back.

I wish I could see beyond
Just to make sure you are alright.
But with faith, and hope,
I’ll wish you back.

I long to depart now.
How different are you from Lazarus?
Whatever I go through here for Jesus
I’ll still wish you back.

It will be sweeter there…
Just now to meet my Lord.
If I don’t, Lord teach me selfless love
I’ll always wish you back.

I want to be honest,
To sing, that You are the truth,
The way and life.
Just like she did.

Oh God, send Jesus back,
Make tomorrow judgement day.
I don’t want to sin anymore.
Walk in your light this 2017.

Months Later…

It just started.
Sparks in that furnace,
Your ear-smile lit…
With the hope of perpetual fondling.
Scared was a foreign word,
That resounded like echoes
In a hollow abyss
Never inhabited by love.

Infant warmth ignited
Merry and happiness abound
Thoughts of us in decades to come
Planted everlasting glow in my heart.
Would have kept the doctor far.

Months later…
Suddenly chaos erupted
Ego moved closer
Filling the spaces left.
I witnessed danger
Replacing the aurora of perpetual joy…
I shunned me from using those words
Those three golden words
That bonded us together
For they would be meaningless
In the spur of your world.
Because your actions
Never recognised them anymore.
They became extinct.

Unsubscribed

That feeling
Was even tempered,
We could be friends
I knew,
She hated me, then
Excitement, the existence
We took a vow of silence.

That ruined my mini happiness
Spoke native language of love
He never understood
He kept another turn
The devil knew him
And I did spot him
From his cronies

He never noticed
He was astonished.

Never expected anything fresh,
I filed the first divorce with fear
Then with his patronage
I cared little, and I got him
He caught feelings
His temper racing
I became complacent
Then comfort followed
Drew up my tinted shades
Crossed my arms, legs too
With a smirk, watched
Then watched, and watched

His attitude became valid
zero seconds for apology.

His only asset, recycled
He advised himself
It was the wrong way
From that distance
I rounded it off
To its nearest response
Indifference came first
Then hatred followed
His mini love could not withstand
That tested his flesh
He couldn’t have trusted
Then I set me free
Unsubscribed
Closed my arms
Pressed hard my ailing heart
It was artificial affection

I hit my rock bottom.

Then made it easy
Narrated my taled love
He saw it
Claimed it in bronze age myth
I didn’t bark back, I knew
It was between love and fundamental belief.
The former a preference
To be right, to be in love
I expecting to die upon arrival
I survived to tale…

Again

When it badly hurt
my heart twitch at the memory
that pain immeasurable
I shut my eyes
squeeze out that pain
unbearable, it stays
clenched teeth!
tightened jaw bone!
my heart scorched,
that supernatural pain
anybody knows?
Neither I can put down
my heart ailing
despare’s dawn time
the base of my heart
match the blacksmiths
I no longer hold my heart
questions rumble my head
thinking is no more
sleep, now a want,
a luxury without my reach
Left and right,
those eyes glaring
their hands behind them
their lips, at monalisa’s
hail heavens!

Love Disdain

I sit down,
With my pen and paper.
It has been a while now…
Thinking of you,
Of all the cherish able moments…
And all I can do is drop back my pen,
Lean on the chair
And stare in the distance.
There I see you,
With the most radiant and
Bright smile that enlightens my day.
So I stand from my seat,
Move closer to you…
You draw away from me.
Smiling as you retreat.
Then you disappear
In the cloud, gone & gone.
So I move back, to my chair, and sit.
I hold my head in my hand and ponder, Through my nostalgic gaze…
The tender touch, the beautiful smile,
The laden gaze, late night talk,
Then…
The deep touch and the spasm….
Moments I have cherished,
And loved and miss.
But you are gone,
In mind and body, away from me.
Though I remain with your moments,
Your memory, your affection is with you, While you remain with mine.

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